Thursday, April 28, 2011

Prescription for an Unwanted Longing

Banish it:
"No Vacancy" signs and locks on the doors
Guards at the entrances,
 blocking out more
               longings.

Indulge it:
With rich fatty foods
and deep crimson wines,
warmth that touches the stomach-less pit
of the soul of the 
              longing.

Explore it:
Dig through the mud
to the root of the thing
just to see where it comes from,
and then see what it bring,
what it can produce.
Take a taste of the fruit made from
             longing.

Destroy it:
Cut the trunk down
to a fat wooden nub,
and then dig with a shovel
and every root snub
from its home in the soil,
oh - but it's not dead enough,
so you bring out the matches 
and burn the thing up!
Burn all the leaves!
Let the flames scorch the ground!
Burn the whole city!
Set fire to town!
the town -
built out of boards made from
            longing.

- gone
is it gone?

gone like the 
           longing -

to try to do something
for a longing that lasts 
that will not be banished
that puts up a fight -
that cannot be indulged
that warms to no wine, 
that cannot be explored 
or picked from a vine
that will not be destroyed
that's too rooted to weed -
oh
but if minds were like soil and longings
like seeds



1 comment:

  1. There's nothing new to say. You're amazing and you only get better :)

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